I don't even know where to start. It's like the past couple weeks have been so full, and yet they seem to have been so mo'fuckin' boring. Sucks, to be completely honest.

I got hella sick on um, Sunday. Stayed hella sick until uh, well, I'm still hella sick. But anyway, Sunday -- no cigarrette. Monday -- No cigarette. Tuesday -- 2 1/2 cigarettes. And they weren't until like after 3am. So, technically... Tuesday -- No Cigarette. Wenesday -- 2 1/2 thus far.

OHH. I'm so pissed. Alright, so, I called outta work Sunday. I was off Monday. Worked today. And then I have tomorrow and Thursday off. That pisses me off.

So I'mma have like. Virtually no hours.

Umm. Well, I've slowed down my pace some, but, it's still happening.

Sucks.

I love you.

Who was the last person...
[1] You touched? Uhh...I accidently ran into Marquita several times.
[2] You talked to? Kayla and Arthur 
[3] You hugged? John 
[4] You instant messaged? um. Iason.
[5] You kissed? John
[6] You yelled at? my mom 
[7] You laughed with? Kayla and Arthur
[8] You had a crush on? Daniel....But it's not past tense. 

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
[1] Mountain Dew
[2] Coke
[3] Strawberry Fanta 
[4] Water

Name four random facts about yourself:
[1] I wear ankle socks
[2] I work at Checkers
[3] I drive a thunderbird
[4] I smoke herb

Name four random facts about your family:
[1] Over half are sooo straight edge
[2] my cousins are half mexican
[3] I have over 30 cousins between my dad and mom
[4] All my great grandparents have passed away

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend? Yes
[2] Made out with JUST a friend? Yes
[3] Been rejected? Damn straight.
[4] Been in lust? Yes
[5] Used someone? Unintentionally or intentionally? Well, either way, yeah, I guess so.
[6] Ever been used? Yes
[7] Cheated? On someone? Hell nah.
[8] Been cheated on? To this day, I'm not sure. 
[9] Done something you regret? I might have regreted it at the time, but no, I don't regret anything now.
[10] Can you list a few of them? ....?

Do you..?
[1] Color your hair? Regularly.
[2] Have tattoos? Not yet.
[3] Have Piercing(s)? Several.
[4] Have a boy/girl friend? Currently? No. Dammit. 
[5] Floss daily? Hell nah. 
[6] Like to groove to the music? Groove? haha. Sure.
[7] Think you are cultured? Uhh....I plead the 5th.
[8] Like to drive fast? hehehehehe.  
[9] Believe in God or Devil? Uhhh. Not eeentiiiireeellyy.... 
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster? Um. No?

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now? I wanna see Daniel.
[2] What are you listening to? The Cosby Show
[3] Can you do anything freakish with your body? Umm...yes?
[4] Chicken or fish? Chicken.
[5] Favorite Season? Autumn or Winter.
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world? Uhhh...no. But I do likies. 
[7] What would your dream date be? Umm. Who with? Well. Yeah. Anyway.
[8] Silver, gold or platinum? White gold or silver.
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? Home. 
[10] Roses or wild flowers? Wild flowers.
[11] Silly or serious romance? Both.
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now? Uhh...Y'unno, I really have no idea. But there's at least 4 in there.
[13] Who was your favourite Spice Girl? I plotted to kill them all equally.
[14] Favorite Disney Characters? Um. I dunno!!
[15] Favorite fast food? Wendy's or um. Micky Dee's.
[16] Favorite book(s)? I looove Frank Puretti (the aurthor....and all his books)
[17] Favorite Sports teams? Um. I like um. I like...tight white pants. 
[18] Favorite song? geez, I hate these questions. Alone I break.
[19] What room is your computer in? The office. 
[20] What is your shoe size? 8 1/2 in men's, and like...10 in women's. 
[21] Happy or Scary movies? Both
[22] What will you be when you grow up? A tattoo artist. 
[23] Who do you consider your best friend? Um. me.

Um. I wanna see him. Badly.

I wanna be inlove with him.

I want it to be mutual.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.